Sexy-Kyu

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I've been having suicidal thoughts again. I've been trying to find a good job so I won't be a burden anymore but I'm always getting rejected. Even if I have no option of moving up in that job, I just don't want to be a burden anymore... I'm getting tired of being rejected. At least I know if I was gone, I wouldn't burden my parents anymore. The one last burden would be the funeral and they could just use the savings that was collected for me over the years on that and give the rest to my niece and nephew if any money remains.

I'm scared because I always said I was too much of a coward to go through with killing myself but now it's starting to sound better and better and I'm scared because I'm starting to become less frightened of doing it.

I said that I wouldn't go for it even more after my friend killed himself this summer... but I'm starting to wonder if maybe... just maybe... he had the right idea after all...

I'm just so tired...
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ZhouMi

Zhou Mi...

 Just keep singing forever and ever, ok? I am so proud of you. And I hope you get a solo as amazing as your SS2 one in SS3 and that you have more than just the last effing concert to sing it... I will chase every last fucking concert if I have to in order to see you and Henry's solos next time. I love you two just as much as I love everyone else.

Just wait for me guys... I'm coming. I promise. SUJU HWAITING!!
Sexy-Kyu

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 The New Orleans Saints are the official champions of Super Bowl XXXXIV (44).

Guys... My Saints... congratulations... you finally did it and it couldn't have come at a better time. I'm so proud of you all. You lifted this city up out of the chaos and though New Orleans still has a long way to go, we can now be better at persevering.  
We will try our damnedest to go forward through each day with a smile on our face and a pep in our step. We won't give up because you all didn't give up. All your hard work paid off in the ultimate win and you all dedicated that win to us, an entire city that was drowning in its own tears because of Katrina.
We will do our best to make you guys proud, because you did your best to make us proud of you. Thank you for the most excellent season. We couldn't have asked for a better team, because there is no better.

I love you all; you all who mean SO much to New Orleans and its people that others will just NEVER understand. You gave us hope that if you could make it through game after game victoriously, we could make it through day after day in the same way. We believed in you when we couldn't even believe in ourselves. When we fell, the thought of you all picked us back up.

We put our faith and our trust in you and you didn't let us down. You went all the way. We got our Black and Gold Superbowl. Time to come home now and get the hero's welcome of the century in the Crescent City.

I am honored to share half my last name with my beloved football team. I've always got your back. Thank you.

WHO DAT?!?!
Hyde

Help Haiti

  • American Red Cross: Text "HAITI" to "90999" to donate $10 to the earthquake relief effort. It will ask you to confirm your donation by texting "YES" back to the same number, please follow through and text back. The donation will be charged to your cell phone and show up on your next phone bill.
  • Unicef: Text "Haiti" to "90999" to automatically donate $10
  • Musician Wyclef Jean's Haitian relief fund: Text "Yele" to "501501" to automatically donate $5
  • help_haiti : LJ community dedicated to helping the relief effort through the auctioning of fan works. If you can offer your talents or donations, it would be much appreciated.

I just donated $10 to Red Cross and I only wish I could do more. It's just like China; I want to go and help but it's not in my power to do so, nor is it allowed. Yet, it hurts my heart to see people suffering like that and not being able to go and even offer them a hug or a shoulder to cry on. And Haiti is one of those countries that just suffers far too much too often, makes me want to cry.

Every little bit helps, so please do whatever you can to try and help those who have just suffered through this horrible nightmare.
Sexy-Kyu

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I need things like this in my life all the time. Like seriously... how adorable was THIS?! Damn adorable. If I had things this cute and happy all the time, I'd be ok.

Jimin is really adorable. I love when she wrapped their hair and they were like "Dude >_> <_<... wtf?" to each other. And then she was all kinds of smiley and dancy and just really really... cute. And she was sweet in the behind the scenes as well. I like her.

But ngl, I wish I was in her place in this CF. I can't dance worth shit, but I'd bust my ass to learn even that simple step if I could be all flaily with Kyuhyun and Donghae, clearing pores and everything. I'd... I'd get my hair wet to be in that CF... and if you know me, you know that means a lot.
 
Donghae... see, this is how I think he would've been if he'd been a normal kid who worked a normal job. That one guy that works at the supermarket with his headphones on, jamming to music even while he's working... ESPECIALLY if he's collecting carts in the parking lot. You all know that guy. That's totally Donghae. Except Donghae's actually got a smile on his face while he works and just seeing him would make your day so much brighter. :D And he totally can sing and be all happy and make my day anytime.

Kyuhyun... my bias. I love you. What more can I say? Leave it to you to belt your notes all kinds of hardcore... for a commercial... about Happy Bubble. XD I fucking love you. And you were so awkward at parts, I had to laugh at how cute you were. And your still-kinda-fail-but-getting-better dancing = ♥. And omfg your smile. Just... don't stop smiling and being you.

Holy shit, does some KyuHae need to happen? Can someone write me like a one-shot or something, please? This is too adorable not to at least THINK about it.

I'm so done.

Sexy-Kyu

Dear Hurricane Bill,

YOU'D BETTER STOP YOUR EYE FROM LOOKIN THIS WAY, Y'HEAR ME?! DON'T YOU DARE THINK IT IS OK TO COME INTO THE GULF AND GET ALL INTIMATE WITH THE INNER-WORKINGS OF NEW ORLEANS, LA, MMMK?! SHE DON'T LIKE YOU LIKE THAT. SHE'S NOT A GAY BOY, SO SHE DON'T WANT NO GODDAMNED BLOWJOB FROM YOU! BACK THE FUCK UP AND KEEP YO WINDS TO YOURSELF. PLZKTHNXBYE!!

Sincerely,
Chelsea S. - Faithful N.O. resident since birth

P.S. NOLA IS A-SEXUAL, MEANING SHE DON'T WANNA FUCK WITH ANY OF YO BROTHERS AND SISTERS. SO IF THEY SEEM INTERESTED IN HER TOO, TELL THEM TO BAG THE FUCK BACK AND GO MOVE SOMEWHERE ELSE, PREFERABLY THE ATLANTIC OCEAN!!

... That is all.